“I miss him”
What do you miss?
The flowers he never bought you?
The dates he never took you on?
The attention he never gave you?
The constant lies?
What do you miss?
I don’t miss anything
I am finally feeling loved
Loved by me
Someone who will always put in 110% just for myself
He never put in the effort
He gave up right away
Why would you miss that?
Why would I miss that?
Mom said:
“You have to love yourself before anyone else can love you”
I’m afraid that will never happen
What if it doesn’t happen
What if I never love myself
Thus no one loves me?
Why does it have to work that way
I don’t think it should.
I will learn to love me,
But in the meantime…
I want someone else to love me.
