HeartLines

I search for meaning as I search for jobs. 
Constantly wondering. 
What will I do? 
Who will I be? 
Where will I be? 
Who am I?
I dig and I dig, I search and I hunt,
Until…I seek something that fits.
But, nothing ever FITS.
Too far, Too demanding,
Unqualified,
qualified (no experience).

I dig through my clothes to find the perfect interview outfit.

Overdressed,
Underdressed,
Too fitted,
Too much,

What hat should I wear?
The teacher,
The writer,
The baker,
The counselor…

I’ll have to keep digging.